when you feel down when you feel u can't get up anymore when you feel you wanted to give up everything then you realize that it's already late. you can't turn back to the past. what would you do? when you really need a hand to hold you tight to give you the strength. then again you realize there is no one who can help you. you are alone fighting with all those feeling. giving advice to our self but then falls back again. you don't know until when you can survive. the confident that you have is getting less everyday. you can't cry anymore and you don't want to burden anyone. how long you can keep this smiling face along with my journey.